because sometimes people do actually feel that way. sometimes you life feels like it's caving in on you. sometimes people really do feel like they don't want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death.
My demons though quiet, are never quite silenced. Calm as they may be, they wait patiently for a reason to wake, take an overdue breath, and crawl back to my ear and make me feel everything I want to leave behind again and again.